Saturday
was PH - public holiday today.. and i had to go back to work.. haha,. so there was onli michael,. ibrahim.. me.. angela,. patrick and michelle - admin michelle.. and guess wad.. i had to do all the emails?. actually most.. lyk 20 odd was all mine?. *faints*
but at least i had company.. otherwise i could have died-ed.. wad a day rite?. and our lunch was lyk 1.5hrs?. *ssshhhh* i tink onli.. not sure.. haha,.
after work went to auntie's bdae celebration at sis's place.. reach there at 6pm and juz got home.. fell asleep in the car.. proves how tired i am.. oh no,. corine juz told me my candy eye saw my blog?. good or bad?. good i guess?. haha.. have to say hi to her.. HALO!! haha,.
she muz tink i am crazy or some sort.. thats juz me?. haha.. knw wad?. today was ISZAM bdae.. he's 26 this year?. guess so la.. haha,. old man.. i am onli 19?. wad a big difference.. but he acts like a kid?. haha,.
churching tomolo.. after that go watch beautiful boxer or either go gamin - need for speed, underground.. oh gosh!! i haven shower,. cant stand it.. so sticky,. showering soon.. after this entry,. haha.. need my beauty sleep again.. and mum juz went into toilet.. have to wait for her to come out den can shower.. haha,.
wad a busy day.. and yes.. auntie was happy today,. haha.. good to see that.. haha,. and to reply corine's question.. " I DO WATCH THE OC,. ITS A NICE SHOW.." haha,.
check ya guys around..
Placed By Jonathan
5/01/2004 11:09:00 PM
Friday
went out to caught a 5.05pm movie at Tiong Bahru with edna.. haha,. watch "win a date with tad hamilton" and i tink i spoilt her day?. not bcuz the movie was bad or anything.. but it brought back memories abt her and someone?. oh man.. feel so guilty?. she wants to be alone.. betta not go talk/msn her?. ya..
wad have i done again?. oh my.. feel real bad.. all i could say is,. "sorry edna.. reallie sorry.." hope she will be fine.. she's a strong girl.. she will pull it through,. the show was nice,. a girls' flick?. haha,.
brought a purse for my aunt.. frm renoma,. actually shared it with my sis.. cuz the other one brought a cake?. haha,. back to work tomolo.. will be a borin day.. actually havin a thought on my mind..
actually feelin very guilty.. she was actually alrite?. but now.. now.. she is so down?. emotion problem.. wad can i do?. if i talk to her.. will it help?. *hmm* tink betta leave her alone for now.. *gosh*
the show also made me tink?. bad movie.. bad movie,. made me tink abt my feelings?. haha.. but goin to let it pass.. dun reallie want to bother abt it?. cuz dun feel lyk fallin in love.. juz be who i am now?. haha,. happy.. foolin around.. haha,.
juz being who i am?. tink after awhile try my luck.. try to talk to her,. see if it helps?. try to cheer her up?. juz added a note in her blog.. hopes she sees it?. okay2.. enough for now..
Placed By Jonathan
4/30/2004 08:04:00 PM
suddenly woke up this morning at 10am.. want to go play ball but was too lazy?. it always gets to me.. want to do something but nothing actually have been done?. haha.. goin to waste my off day staring infront of my comp again?. haha..
tomolo is LABOUR DAY!! PUBLIC HOLIDAY.. but i got work?. *sighz* nevertheless.. am goin to celebrate aunt's bdae at my sis's place?. that reminds me.. to buy present for auntie later.. will have to tink wad to buy for her first.. *hmm* any ideas?. haha..
lets ask sisters.. will become the shopping boy.. haha,. at least can get out of the house?. i will die,. juz waste my off day juz lyk that.. haha..
*hmm* i got weird/funny friends.. juz to tink abt it,. haha.. eccentric ya,. but a funny bunch?. am glad that i know those ppl in STARHUB and those outside/church/school?. those close ones i mean.. haha,. juz totally crazy like me?. haha.. but i tink i am worst off - more brain damage?. haha..
alrite.. goin to cook agar agar later.. for aunt's bdae tomolo but i will juz be helpin granny.. haha,. she give instructions.. i follow?. haha.. but in the end it would be my maid who will help my granny,. juz too too lazy?. haha..
now playin with my nephew owen!. when i call his name.. "owen" he will laugh.. haha,. juz totally makes my day?. kids/baby.. they dun have any stress/trouble/problem at all.. so carefree.. wish i could be lyk them?. actually was once them?. haha,. juz envy them?. dun need to tink abt love/money/studies?.
why its so easy have feelings for someone when you get close to them for a certain period of time?. it juz naturally develops.. am running.. running away,. tryin not to fall.. fall again,. love is a dangerous thing.. but without it,. no one is complete?. i can juz go on.. askin questions and not finding any answers at all.. so why input stress on oneself when there is not a need to?. juz human?.
STOP!! stop all my thougths again.. haha,. but this thoughts make my brain active?. rather den not functioning at all?. haha..*blah blah blah*
time to surf the net.. and listen to my WMP's songs,. haha..
Placed By Jonathan
4/30/2004 11:30:00 AM
Thursday
my show have finally ended.. The OC,. 10.30PM on chnl 5, after American Idol.. haha,. oh man.. the show is sad/nice/cool?. haha.. onli i could have feelings for this girl and she have feelings for me too?. its so hard.. haha,.
wad crap am i talkin abt?. *gosh* brainwashed by the show i guess?. haha.. aniwae.. its totally nice to watch?. haha.. lyk the girl i lyk is my neighbour?. and i can be near her lyk so often?. *halo* not in sg can..
haha.. my motivation in STARHUB?. ya.. that girl.. i tink she knows?. but wad am i goin to do?. nothing.. haha,. goodness.. dun tink she will lyk say yes if i ask her or wad lorz.. *reality* i am juz another kid next door?. wad a way to say who i am rite?.
i guess i need to see a doctor?. tink i got some brain problem.. haven been workin well - my brain.. haha,. lookin out the window once more.. thoughts runnig thru my mind..
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they are juz never endin i guess?. haha.. people come and people go?. haha.. lets talk abt life in STARHUB?. haha.. okay2.. for those ppl out there.. in my workplace.. there are actually 2 bunch of ppl.. around there.. talkin abt the temps la.. haha..
girls.. presenting ppl like.. eunice,. corine.. joanna,. xiao yuan.. xin wen,. claudine.. michelle fun.. and ms edna who lefted?. did i miss out anyone?. oh ya.. carmen -> les.. haha.. but she's cool.. haha,. get along with her well.. treat her as my sister?. oh.. another bunch.. the guys..
they are ppl lyk.. ME?. ibrahim.. neo - cheng yun.. soon hiang.. iszam,. and also jeffery - who too lefted?. haha.. the 2 clicks are the people who form CA in STARHUB.. haha.. the guys talk bull shit.. the girls gossip,. and news spreads very quickly in CA.. lyk me liking a girl.. and the whole CA knws abt it?.
thanks alot guys.. so touched.. goodness.. totally so so so in trouble,. ya.. haha,. since i joined in 3 Dec.. the experience is quite cool.. got to knw ppl lyk the perm staffs.. bob,. raymond.. fifa.. michelle's sister.. haha.. jay,. angela.. vianny.. and oh no.. be careful of HONG YUEN.. he is wrong!!
also not forgetting JBB, joselyn.. michael and cute james?. haha.. its with this ppl that makes my stay in STARHUB fun?. haha.. i talk more cock den work?. haha.. *ssshhhh* cant let my sup see this.. otherwise so dead?. haha..
okay2.. still tinkin abt the OC show.. hopin my life to be lyk that.. but wun at all.. haha,. juz thoughts.. quite fun though.. if it reallie happens?. haha..
actually i tink i am talkin rot.. haha,. what is my this blog abt?. the show, OC or work in STARHUB?. *sighz* am a lost kid.. haha,. but ya.. many things happen durin work.. lyk my jeans got pulled DOWN?. haha.. totally all the way DOWN?. haha.. thank god i had my boxes intact.. otherwise.. .. .. .. .. yes!! all thanks to that MICHELLE FUN!! *itchy hand* haha..
no more nonsense for now.. goin to sleep i guess?. wad else can i do?. stay up and rot till death?. playin ball tomolo.. and after that waste my off day away?. haha.. alrite..
thats all for now?. more to come during the days of the week.. and may GOD bless the 21 kids that died in the bus accident in some country..
Placed By Jonathan
4/29/2004 11:34:00 PM
mummy.. its finally done,. haha.. my blog at last.. so far so good?. its kinda raining/wet day outside my house rite now?. *yawnz*
sitting down on the chair.. see people walkin up and down the street.. all of them rushin to somewhere or some place.. cant they juz sit down and look around the things around them?. *wad am i talkin about* guess that i am tired?. haha.. work for 8.5hrs..
boring job.. boring job.. so so pay,. need to upgrade myself.. ask for pay raise?. as if they will.. GOODNESS!! why did i work in STARHUB?. wad a place.. wad a place..
*faintssss*
Placed By Jonathan
4/29/2004 08:47:00 PM
oh yes.. finally.. my blog is almost completed?. haha.. now at home.. juz finished work.. goin to have my dinner later on?. haha,. and yes!! offing tomolo.. what can i do at home?. *hmm*
rest?. nuaz?. exercise?. haha.. PAY DAY TOMOLO!! oh no!! juz remember.. need to buy present for my auntie.. celebratin her bdae this sat,. 01/05/2004.. wad to buy?. spend money again.. am broke lorz.. haha..
today work was okay?. there was an accident?. a building collapse at my workplace?. no at my workplace.. but near my workplace.. almost was stucked at workplace?. haha.. how can they block the road.. thank god when was goin home.. they open the road and i could take the company's bus.. *phew*
okay2.. go have dinner.. later touch up my blog!! here i come CHICKEN WINGS!! *yummy*
want some?.
Placed By Jonathan
4/29/2004 07:08:00 PM
finally.. touched up with my blog?. haha.. actually quite happy with it?. haha.. now on the phone with edna.. was her who help me make the blog how it looks?. haha.. oh ya..
gotten back frm church lyk 10pm.. did my blog till now?. *crazy* thank god family are asleep.. feeling tired.. eyes are closing.. tinking abt this girl.. guess she is asleep by now?. haha.. onli wish that the stars in the sky look after her in her sleep.. haha..
okay2.. work tomolo.. have to rest early.. got to face my boss again.. her again,. cant wait for holiday during end may.. quick!!
alrite.. soon loggin off.. and nuaz on my bed.. NO.. SLEEP!! my beauty rest.. haha.. oh ya..
EDNA.. thanks for the help.. haha..
Placed By Jonathan
4/29/2004 12:59:00 AM
Wednesday
talkin to edna now.. she teach me how to recreat my blog.. so sad rite?. need a girl to teach me?. *hai*
forget abt it.. will show her.. when i start.. den i learn and show off.. haha.. *evil*
blog later.. need to do new chngs..
Placed By Jonathan
4/28/2004 11:14:00 PM