Friday
weekends are near.. haha,. cant wait.. one more day to go and its church camp.. haha,. as usual.. work is alrite.. slow pace i would say..
everyone's in the friday mood?. haha.. some of them even went to the "no signboard resturant" to eat crab and also chill.. haha.. whereas i had to OT at work?. haha,.
tomolo some VIP's will be coming to work place so cant wear shorts.. have to wear jeans and t-shirt lyk the normal workin days?. haha,. i have to make my EZ-Link by tomolo for my poly.. otherwise cant do it?. haha,.
work today was easy goin.. haha,. time just pass by so freely/easily?. haha.. time to rest man.. tomolo is another 8.5hrs of work day.. haha,. waiting for it to be over and to the CHURCH CAMP!! haha,.
just finished my dinner and also read helen's email.. encouraged by it.. thanks HELEN.. haha.. rest time for me..
Placed By Jonathan
5/28/2004 10:18:00 PM
Thursday
been tinkin the whole day.. thoughts keep running thru my mind..
passing by..
passing by..
thoughts that cant be controlled.. sometimes i ponder why are there such pain in the world.. pain that ppl input into themselves?. or pain that are being placed into myself?.
been tinking alot lately.. haven been my usual self for the past several days.. just trying to throw myself away from the world?. and put myself into a world of my own.. a world where pain and emotions flow so freely..
PAIN
thats the word.. and in addition.. the weather totally aint helpin my mood.. when its raining.. my mood turn damp.. out of control.. it just runs.. runs around my mind.. not knowing where i belong?. do i belong here?.
mayb i need to find my place back again.. back with GOD.. i have dropped or place myself in the world.. how do i get out of here?. lost in this big maze.. a maze that i have been in here for 19 years..
to find my place back with GOD
Placed By Jonathan
5/27/2004 07:06:00 PM
today is thursday?. and i am off.. haha,. nothing to do.. cuz its kinda raining in the morning.. haha,. just got off the bed.. so kinda blog for yesterday and today?.
yesterday was kinda a busy day for me?. work was busy.. i kinda handled faxes and letters that are to be give out to the people in my dept.. write the reference number and photocopy.. have to go up and down.. *sighz* but the thing is that time past by very quickly.. after lunch.. lyk a snap of the finger its 5.40pm.. and i was lyk goin home soon.. so happy,. but i remembered.. i got a date.. date with lian kai.. xiao fen - rachel and crystal for dinner at the glass house - fish and co.. haha,.
but we had to wait for your table for abt 45 mins?. *gosh*
am starving?. and we had a table.. so we quickly ordered.. seafood platter for 2 and fish and chips.. we all shared.. but later on.. we had to order another set.. cuz was still hungry.. dun remember wad was it.. haha.. so total we spend
$71 odd dollars?. but soon after i got home.. i was hungry again?. *hmm*
something is wrong with me.. why do i keep getting hungry so fast/easily?. no wonder i spend so much money.. haha,. after dinner we kinda went home?. cuz everyone was tired i guess?. i was tired.. so the whole day i had a black face.. din talk much.. just not my usual self?. haha,.
so after my shower i slept and now i am here?. staring infront of my comp.. and typing.. haha,. so today's agenda.. to rest/chill at home..
Placed By Jonathan
5/27/2004 10:35:00 AM
Tuesday
its just tuesday and mid week is tomolo.. but i am already hopin that it is friday.. and very soon holiday.. but hello!! its few more suffering days to go.. work is totally terrible.. horrible.. any other words to describe..
the whole day.. i became a admin staff.. as they were short handed.. so i was writing reference number for the letters and faxes.. total of 280 of them?. *argh*
hands totally tired.. and its not easy.. error will naturally happen.. goodness.. how to stay awake when work is so boring?. *sighz* today just aint a good day i tink?. haha,.
time pass very fast i would say as we were all so busy.. keep moving here and there.. hardly a chance to sit dwn.. my legs were almost goin to give way.. oh.. swop shift with joanna.. so i could complete my 5 days leave for the trip to KL..
on the way back from lunch.. this guy called don frm california fitness called me.. said one of my fren who is a member that had written my name down to enjoy 2 weeks trial of their gym for FREE!! sounds so interesting/exciting.. and i asked him.. who was my friend.. and he did not know?. goodness..
he asked me to go down to chck out the place.. lyk he bring me around.. some guide thing.. den talk abt the membership.. so i tink its some sales thing.. lyk telemarketing that sort?. haha,.
i have to go dwn to the place tomolo?. around 8pm?. *hmm* at raffles place.. behind OUB.. where is the place at?. have to find out i guess?. so who to bring along?. my dad?. lian kai?. *hmm* or should i not go?. that is for tomolo to tink..
i tink i reallie got no life.. today rachel approached me.. want to OT?. help to finish up the work.. and i was lyk no?. but in the end i stayed till 9pm with the usual other 2.. neo and min..
i gotta stop it.. pimple growin on my forehead and nose bleeding?. too tired i guess.. *sighz* why work so much when no one reallie appreciate it at all?. work load is just too too much.. i so wanna quit but not till 12 june.. regretting!! regretting!!
today i wasnt myself as thoughts keep goin thru my head.. thoughts.. be single.. haha,. single..
Placed By Jonathan
5/25/2004 10:12:00 PM
Monday
monday is here once again.. haha,. 5 more days to church camp.. just counting down the number of days.. cant wait to go and have fun.. some sort?. as haven been on holiday for awhile?. haha,.
today work was not very bad.. quite smooth.. betta than usual.. haha,. just the same old routine job which i do every weekday?. haha,. the surpising thing is that many people are actually sick?. abt 5 or 6 of them?. could be the weather.. will i be next?. betta not.. have to be healthy for church camp.. haha,.
i actually din want to go work tomolo?. as i feel quite tired and all?. mayb i haven had enough rest lately?. rest is just so important but i get so little of it?. haha,.
back to work.. oh.. end mth is so approaching and the admin ppl in my dept are so busy that i had to do OT to help?. haha,. would i do OT for a whole week?. haha,. that would be 1.5times.. *hmm* but dun wanna tired myself out.. haha,.
so dinner was abit special as i had to OT.. so there were 3 of us.. neo.. min aka siti aminah and myself.. we order canadian pizza.. 2 for 1.. haha,. been so long since i ate one.. haha,. so nice.. haha,.
tomolo will be haircutting day for mum.. still tinkin to cut or not.. most prob not?. haha,. cuz i wanna keep?. haha,. been my dream to keep the hair for so long.. now the time have come.. wun let it slip pass.. haha,.
i listened to this song.. by planetshakers,. title - big.. the lyrics are so meaninful.. haha,. makes me feel so loved as GOD did so much for us.. so willingly.. no small prints or anything.. haha,.
just a simple day.. nothing reallie much.. rest time den..
Placed By Jonathan
5/24/2004 10:02:00 PM
Sunday
today is sunday.. and a week have passed just by the blink of an eye?. haha,. so 6 more days to church camp.. cant wait.. but the week will start tomolo.. and a borin start.. same as always.. haha,.
today service was great?. as i could reallie worship god.. just lyk concentrate on him.. blockin out all disturbin noises and sounds.. could find peace.. and just feel so free?. just so awesome to be in his presence.. GARY reallie brings/lift me into the presence of GOD.. such a good role model.. haha,.
so after service headed to lunch at LFS - lavender food square.. had.. pork ribs noodle and popiah.. *yummy* haha,. and back to church for BS - bible study.. lead by pastor mike.. haha,.
so went shopping at SUNTEC.. such a long time that i haven been there?. haha,. feels good to shop in a different place once in awhile.. haha,. but we had dinner first.. at kenny rogers.. had 1/4 chicken.. side orders - pasta and whipped potato.. plus soup and coke.. so later we went to find fen.. working at the indian cafe.. chuyet cafe?. or something lyk that.. haha,.
so we walked around.. and cheryl cut her hair.. look quite nice?. refreshing look i would say.. haha,. so edwin and eunice joined us too.. haha,. so had snack.. post dinner snack at fen's workplace.. so there were people lyk daniel.. jane.. lian kai.. crystal.. ber.. cheryl.. edwin.. eunice.. not forgetting myself.. haha,.
we kinda talked abt anything?. just a nice gather.. oh.. midway thru.. mum called.. asked me where i was.. so told her.. eating.. asked me to come back early.. haha,. so said okay.. feel so nice?. as she cares so much?. loved i would say.. haha,.
i had tequila sunrise.. cool ya.. and cheese nun.. so we chatted till 10?. daniel.. jane.. crystal lefted,. so the rest headed to NYDC.. for soda/coffee/cake.. haha,. and talked abt our dreams?. and any topic that comes into the discussion?. haha,.
such gathering is lyk such a good bonding session as you get to know each other betta?. haha.. but durin the whole period we were talkin and all those.. i was bothered by some topic/personal matters.. haha,. kinda reflecting at the wrong time.. so now the thoughts still running thru my mind.. its just so human.. but..
have decided..
decided too..
leave it all to GOD.. as relationship cant be rushed.. when the time is correct.. it will show and GOD will prompt me.. so be single now.. enjoy..
when the time is right.. action will take place..
Placed By Jonathan
5/23/2004 11:10:00 PM
