Friday
been some time since i blogged.. haha,. abt 4 days?. and i missed my OC yesterday.. 2 days liaoz.. damn.. been busy.. haha,. busy goin out.. hafen got time for myself?. ms ang asked me to help with the sch's self study wall.. do some design.. and it aint easy.. cuz the picture and colour have to be soothing?. how.. how..
recently played ball with some sch frenz.. kinda lost touch.. quite rusty.. keepin air-ballin.. den played bball yesterday yesterday too.. kinda found abit of my touch back.. need more practice.. next week will be playin bball week.. haha,.
edwin and lian kai came over to stay.. on tuesday nite.. after meetin gary for a farewell dinner.. and we watch holland vs germany.. haha,. and also play GB - gunbound.. haha,. the day kinda passed real quickly.. what can i do?. not enough time for myself.. abt a wk more and sch is goin to start.. dunno wad to do.. what am i goin to face.. haha,.
brought a computer bag for my laptop.. just a case.. den can put into my bag.. haha,. hope that it gives enough protection.. cant spoil my comp at such a time.. tomolo is saturday.. back up singin for amos.. also have to remember what gary taught.. put it in use and its power.. if not.. its onli information/knowledge..
also send gary off yesterday.. kinda sad?. cuz he's lyk a godpa to me?. even though we knw eachother for a mth.. many of us will feel that too.. cuz he tells me abt god's word.. and inspire each and everyone of us..
today's agenda..
rot at home till abt 6 plus.. and go to habourfront for dinner.. wad a sad day..
oh.. visited sister yesterday at thomson medical centre.. quite a nice hospital.. haha,. i was there to see her and my new nephew.. an uncle for the fourth time.. haha,. with 3 nephews and 1 niece.. feel so old.. haha,. his bdae is on the 16/06.. why not 17/06 rite?. den it would be 3 mths away frm my bdae.. 17/06 and 17/09.. haha,. but anyway.. its god's plan for the baby to be out on that day.. welcome my baby nephew.. kieron.. nice name ya?.
lately i had to make some decisions that would chng my life.. some i wun say.. onli to be known by me.. and god.. yesterday when gary said.. god is goin to do something in our life.. thats why he was sent frm taiwan to singapore.. and i tink its time for me to do some reflection.. next yr when he is back.. he wanna see some chngs.. but i wonder wuld i chng?. or just be the same?. a nv growin christian?. i cant.. i want to grow.. grow to god's likeness..
note to self.. if i wanna ask god to come into my life.. dun open the door with just a small gap.. a gap where his foot can enter.. but let him come.. open my door wide.. let him take control.. but i guess its not the time.. i dunno how to sacrifice the things in my life.. its not easy.. sometimes i feel so lost.. feel so unwanted.. den god's hand stretch out and bring me into him presence.. into his embrace..
Placed By Jonathan
6/18/2004 03:06:00 PM
Sunday
just gotten back frm teens outing.. we went to east coast to play rounders.. haha,. realised that i din run for sometime.. need to train.. haha,. oh.. dinner was at McD.. had the usual.. big mac meal.. UPSIZE.. haha,. and headed to parkway parade to walk2.. haha,.
eunice and edwin joined later on.. chilli at pacific coffee.. had the usual.. root beer.. and potato chips.. lyk wad rite?. its a coffee place.. not soft drink place.. haha,. but wadeva.. just to chill.. so quite happy with it..
just showered.. infront of my laptop.. and waiting for time to pass.. watching soccer later.. meet gary today.. kinda sad as he is leaving.. how i wish he could stay.. haha,. teach me how to play guitar.. argh!! mayb will be meetin him on tuesday before he goes back.. learnt something from him..
thursday.. will be sendin him off.. afterwhich lian kai may come bunk over.. haha,. fun.. *hmm* could be.. haha,. listening to music now.. and kinda chatting with friends and tinking abt how am i goin to spend my 2 weeks of break b4 term.. guess would be rotting.. thats the norm.. or mayb go jog or play bball.. which i will be doin on tuesday.. totally can wait.. haha,.
i need to spend some time with family.. which i tink this 2 weeks will be enough.. haha,. and also practice on my guitar.. brush up and serve god with the talent he have gave to me.. lyk wad gary said.. dun let my talent go to waste?. haha,.
tink my 2 weeks will be kinda bored.. spending time alone.. kinda missing work now.. but its part and parcel of life..
movin on........
Placed By Jonathan
6/13/2004 11:35:00 PM
