Wednesday
just gotten home from dinner at breeks cafe at taka with starhub ppl.. xan.. neo.. min.. michelle and myself.. was a farewell dinner for min as today was her last day.. and i kinda got invited?. she is leaving for perth.. havin her studies.. getting her degree.. and she will be away for 2 years..
meeting them reminded me of my days in starhub.. and xan wanted to see me smiling and laughing.. but when i got there.. i was kinda all serious.. haha,. mayb of sch?. or tired?. and i kinda miss the place?. haha,.
friday is drawin near.. and my camp is drawin near too.. yet to pack my bag.. do it on thursday nite ya.. haha,. after school today.. a few of us went out to walk2.. den after that went for dinner.. i had a special dinner as i have said la..
no goin by my days slowly.. juz takin things slow and adapting to poly life.. takin it easy.. gotten to knw some of my classmates betta.. haha,. so things are getting to be betta by the day.. but still lyk the slow slow pace when i am at home.. doin things at my own time.. no stress.. haha,.
recently i have been praying.. praying to GOD abt my problems.. and also giving thanks to him for the things that he have done for me in the day.. juz got reminded of wad GARY have taught.. and also playing my guitar.. singing worship/praise songs.. kinda doin QT.. but not reading the word.. trying to improve each thing day by day..
the sky is dark.. and the clouds are reddish white in colour.. wad a wonderful sight.. the sea is dark but filled with lights of ships that are habour on the sea.. the colour of different lights are spectacular..
feeling tired.. tired of my life.. need a break.. a holiday.. a get away trip.. sometimes i wish i wasnt here.. on this earth.. not around to face so many trials and temptations.. JESUS went thru the hard times that was so much much more tough den wad i am facing now.. reallie cant imagine how he could go thru with such toture and pain..
wish i could be more lyk HIM -> JESUS..
Placed By Jonathan
6/30/2004 09:52:00 PM
now in school.. having break.. after some talk abt the library and copyright talk..
boring.. so now in this class room waiting for the next program.. some interaction group thing.. mayb lyk orientation i guess..
lunch was bad.. had jap food.. not edible at all.. *sighz* bad lunch so far.. *tsk*
waiting for the weekend to come and its camp time.. couple of days more to go.. after that i have to go back to church for practice on the songs.. so have to rush to church after the camp.. *sighz*
life so far is not so bad.. poly life is actually betta den secondary school.. slag thats wad most of my other friends say.. but you kinda have to survive on your own when it comes to work.. but with team work is so so so much betta..
yesterday edwin.. lian kai and uncle andrew came to visit dad.. and we head to McD at west coast.. the one with a holiday resort kind of concept.. haha,. and my fren sms me and asked if my place had any blackout at all.. haha,. and i realised that most of the parts in SG is affected.. *hmm*
and major blackout?.
Placed By Jonathan
6/30/2004 12:38:00 PM
Monday
school started today.. kinda knw my class ppl in MMC - mulitmedia computing.. my class is 1M01.. haha,. cool rite?. not lyk 5/4 or 5A.. haha,. there was
no lessons!! there was something lyk an induction program.. to tell us our 2 wks roster.. timetable..
met my mentor.. mr kuek = mr cake?. kinda funny guy..
so the whole day was abt interaction games.. getting to knw my class betta and talk to them.. haha,. so not a bad bunch of ppl.. a tiring day today.. many things to do.. keep moving around and all those.. haha,.
dad's now back home.. his op was a good one.. onli abt an hr.. so now his right leg is bandaged.. and he have a MC for 2 weeks to rest.. after that need to go back to see the doctor again.. just a checkup i guess?.
been praying to GOD for the past few days.. facing a problem.. and i am hopin that the outcome is good.. kinda afraid.. been praying to him abt the same thing.. hope he answers my prayer..
how does it feel goin back to school after 7 mths?. *dread* haha,. cuz i have to catch up with the pace of poly life.. and i am too use to the slow pace life at home.. haha,. doin everything at my own time.. so now i have to adapt quickly to the environment..
goin to pray to GOD soon.. talk to him..
Placed By Jonathan
6/28/2004 08:09:00 PM
Sunday
dad is goin for an opt tomolo.. to remove a growth on behind his knee.. kinda worried.. but he says that its goin to be an hour opt.. wish i could be there.. to help mum move dad around as he wun be able to walk.. but i have to go to school..
will be prayin for him.. keep him in my prayers.. chcked my stuff.. got most of the things ready.. prepared for school?. not reallie?. juz waiting and hoping.. haha,.
school's tomolo..
dun feel lyk goin.. haha,. but wadeva la.. haha,.
tomolo will be the story of 1st day in school..
Placed By Jonathan
6/27/2004 10:33:00 PM
school's in.. and holidays out.. finally.. after 7mths of break i am goin back to school.. kinda dreading.. thats wad i am feeling now?. haha,. mayb haven been to sch for a long time.. thats why?. *hmm* i have orientation camp comin up this weekend end.. its called "3DO".. izzit 3 days orientation?. haha,. juz guessing..
teens goin to present some songs during worship.. be thou my vision and i could see of your love.. haha,. and i am goin to play the guitar.. i guess ya?.
kinda sad/stress.. a mixture of feelings that i am currently goin thru.. unsure of my feelings now.. words cant even explain/describe.. lots of the feelings comes from the problem i am facing.. anxious abt the results.. to those.. who asked me what has happen.. i am sorry that i cant tell you the problem that i am facing.. so please dun ask me.. thank you very much..
now..
waiting..
waiting for school tomolo and waiting for the results..
waiting..
spendin most of my life.. juz waiting..
Placed By Jonathan
6/27/2004 04:17:00 PM
