Saturday
the day wasnt much.. spent most of the time in church.. backup practice.. when we were goin thru the last time of rehearsal.. i felt this moment of peace that i longed for.. for so long.. everything was so peaceful.. no trouble.. no thoughts.. and i remembered what GARY used to say.. on how to worship GOD in spirit and in truth..
the presence..
AWESOME..
after the practice.. we headed to DBS auditorium for this yamaha piano concert.. was there with guo wei.. helen.. lydia and lian kai.. was there to support crystal as she was the co-performer..
saw how talented kids nowadays are.. at the age of abt 10 plus or so.. they actually composed their own songs?. whereas for me.. i tried to compose some.. but din reallie had the heart/desire to carry on.. haha,.
my throat is getting from bad to worst.. i keep coughing.. non stop.. drinkin lots of water also aint helpin much.. mayb i shuld just go and see a doctor?. but nah.. its just a cough.. it will recover some day.. haha,. ya.. someday..
while i was on the way back.. i took a stroll from the bus stop to my place.. abt 5 mins walk away.. but i paced myself.. walkin up slowly.. as there were thoughts on my mind..
when you are in love.. you give/sacrifice alot for the other party?. even though it means hurting yourself at times?. that was a question that i was actually tinking.. but.. nah.. aint goin to tink so much.. so been advise by numerous amount of ppl.. take things slow.. and the result will show..
hoping..
goin to wait and see what the end result will be..
alrite..
agenda for next week.. waiting for dad to be fully recovered.. and its training time.. wad training?. let you guys guess.. its in my
"dreams" list.. haha,. another clue.. abt physical looks.. haha,. thats so so obvious..
havin practice tomolo.. playin the acoustic guitar.. practice for two songs presentation on the 3rd sunday.. its july.. so its youth mth.. and the teens need to have a kind of presentation.. ya.. so its presenting 2 songs.. haha,.
what do i want in my life?. what are the troubles i face in my life for?. to make me stronger?.
now i am just waiting for the time to come..
waiting for her..
Placed By Jonathan
7/10/2004 10:55:00 PM
its saturday morning.. haha,. ICT party rocks man.. oh.. i had this ICT party that was organized by the ICT society.. for the freshies/year 1 peeps la..
there were musics.. people dancing here and there.. cool ya.. lyk clubbing but no drinks.. and i realised that my mentor is quite cool.. haha,. able to mix well with him.. cool guy..
joanne was there.. this girl that i have been talkin abt in my past two entries.. asked her along to the party.. kinda have fun with my classmates.. as she knw some of them.. everyone kinda welcomed her.. so that was a good sign for me.. haha,.
it was totally a tiring nite but a lucky one.. cuz i won lyk a coffee bean voucher and swensens voucher..
okay2.. goin out..
another time..
Placed By Jonathan
7/10/2004 12:02:00 PM
Thursday
*tired*
not having enough sleep lately.. not resting well and been sick for a couple of days.. been havin fever.. on and off.. on and off.. *sighz* mayb due to the insufficient amt of rest that i have been having..
been tinking alot lately.. on wad to do..
tryin not to give this girl stress.. and she's attached.. i want to have a chance you knw.. just being there when she needs me and following the flow of things.. hope nothing change at all.. stay where it is.. that would be great.. during this period of time.. i wanna knw her betta.. and understand her.. build this strong bond between one another..
not trying to give her any pressure..
goin to join this ICT SOCIETY thing in poly.. its lyk a CCA where they plan programmes for those ICTians or ppl who is studying in Info Comm Technology..
planning out my agenda.. on what am i goin to do with myself.. and how am i not goin to give stress to this girl that i knw.. takin things on the easy side.. giving the best to her that sort of stuffs la..
why do guys go all the way out or such an extend for the one that they have feelings for?.
i am just waiting for the right time.. when the time comes for me.. i will knw.. leaving all to the hands of GOD.. in him i will trust..
take things easy..
remember jon.. you also can talk to her..
she will understand..
Placed By Jonathan
7/08/2004 07:15:00 PM
Wednesday
as the day went by.. many things have happened.. ever since sch started.. sch have been busy.. trying to cope with the pace.. an a good thing have happened.. knw this someone.. someone who?. just someone..
kinda knw this person from a classmate of mine.. glad that he brought the person along?. cuz it was this incident.. they were kinda goin home.. we asked the person to go out.. the person kinda agreed.. from that day on.. things kinda took a different pace.. *hmm*
handling between sch and relationship?. not reallie a relationship.. trying my best..
all the way jon!! as the promise that i have said.. will be there whenever the person needs me.. am doin that.. hopin that the person will share the problems.. problems that the person is facing..
cuz i reallie wanna help and i care alot for the person.. its the first time that i felt such a thing?. reallie.. the whole 19 years of my life.. not dumb or anything.. its lyk once you experience it.. you knw that you want it to stay.. that sort of feelings..
but the time aint rite?. things to settle.. matters to solve.. seeing friends/classmates around me.. supporting me.. morally.. not cash sense.. how i wish they would.. but aniwae.. the support they give reallie boost my moral?. *sshhh*
shy..
Placed By Jonathan
7/07/2004 08:12:00 PM
Tuesday
been so busy lately.. gotten back from my 3 day camp at sentosa.. was totally fun.. and i kinda attended my first class today.. and straight away.. i have assignments to do.. so many things to handle.. so little time..
but i thank GOD for all that he have done for me.. and given me.. haha,. just finish one assignment.. kinda tired now.. another time den..
Placed By Jonathan
7/06/2004 12:17:00 AM
