Friday
school have been fine.. many things to do.. lyk quiz now and den.. part of the CA thing.. but that isnt reallie what i am bothered..
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tomolo is the day.. when i get to know her for a mth.. a mth as a friend.. but durin this period of time.. so many things have had happen.. things always start so well.. so smoothly.. somewhere around the middle of the journey.. you get bumps here and there.. and soon.. more of it occurs..
and slowly you start to change.. change to adapt to the situation that you are facing.. and its how amazing the speed that people change..
lyk today.. everything was so well.. we were so so close.. and
BANG!! you start to distance away from me..
just tink abt it.. you brought to me such a high level.. and you let me fall.. leavin me there.. still waiting and wondering abt you.. why give drops of hints and clues?. why cant you tell me.. tell it in my face.. why go round the bush till this?.
now.. after weeks have passed.. i still ponder about you.. wondering how have you been.. my friends get to bump into you.. and they tell me abt it.. and that never occur to me.. all traces of communication is gone..
is this the END?.
i told myself.. just take thing easy jon.. she needs
time.. and that i know.. but not till such an extend rite?.
i miss you.. i miss those times we were together.. i miss seein you smile and seein you frown.. and i miss seeing you laugh.. and the joy that shows in your eyes.. i miss you so much.. do you know?.
soon.. it will be lost memories.. memories left there..
untouched.. just for us to remember and recall.. and soon.. i will be out of your life.. but you will still be in mine.. as from the first day i have
promised..
i will be there when you need me.. always there to care of you.. and givin you my support..
though i may not be near.. and am far..
i will never go.. never leave.. i feel lyk doin so.. but please.. dun make me do so..
remembering you all over again
in my heart..
miss you so so much..
Placed By Jonathan
7/30/2004 08:14:00 PM
Thursday
today is the day that i submitted my poster/campaign poster.. and return tickets.. some NP funfair tickets.. sold abt
$35.. and i saw lyk most of them finished all the tickets?. *sighz* and most of their posters are quite nice?.
from glances..
had 2 quiz today.. FS and CSA.. for FS there was a careless mistake that i done.. too bad i cant take back the paper to change.. after which.. had CSA quiz.. and during the quiz.. i totally had a mental block.. kinda lyk a
blackout..
totally cant remember anything.. i just forgotten how to do the questions?. and i needed to ask people to help me?. *sighz* and it was a totally simple simple quiz..
*ARGH!!*
and i downloaded this software thing.. it kinda lyk the imac pc.. where you can selected your icons.. but they are not on your desktop?. if you guys get wad i mean.. and its totally cool.. reallie fun to look and play with.. haha,.
went out to have snack with mentor.. jenson.. deng hui and adeline.. had venezia ice cream.. and waffle.. haha,. how great could things get rite.. and it was his treat.. haha,.
programming class tomolo..
*sighz*
Placed By Jonathan
7/29/2004 09:22:00 PM
Tuesday
i miss you..
Placed By Jonathan
7/27/2004 10:45:00 PM
*cough cough*
am fallin ill again.. my coughs are coming back.. mayb its the weather or mayb i have been eating too much
chicken chop with sunny side up..
gotten back home not long ago.. and today aint a good day.. cuz it kinda rain.. and for my PE - Sports and Wellness.. we did this running here and there thing.. in the badminton court.. its lyk training our legs muscle..
aint good..
now i am so so tired.. i will be having my
interview tomolo.. so wish me luck?. i heard that there will be lecturers there at the interview too.. so i guess this aint goin to be as easy as i thought.. and i got
1 more day to go to finish up my
poster.. and i am not anywhere near finishing it?.
believe..
i know i can do it.. i have to believe in myself..
some quiz are coming up this week.. that would be my CSA and FS.. and i got to finish my FS homework by tomolo.. got to start today.. haha,. and read thru my CSA textbook..
changing from binary to decimal.. decimal to hexadecimal.. blah blah blah.. haha,. okay2.. i got to manage my time properly.. cant fall ill at this time.. not a good sign.. drink more water.. haha,.
back to school work..
Placed By Jonathan
7/27/2004 08:12:00 PM
Monday
alrite.. people dun worry.. i am fine.. reallie.. haha,. okay2.. had
ICT society meeting today.. and i aint in the
MAIN COMM yet.. its that i am one of the 20 people who will be tryin to get that post?. ya..
dunno which person.. called me and tell me i am in the
MAIN COMM.. make me so happy for no reason..
so i will be having an
indiviual interview on the 28/07 and my
campaign will start on the 29/07 - 03/08.. so i have to have at least
2 A4/A3 posters to paste.. and do other things to get my votes la.. and
voting is on 03/08.. and
results out on 05/08.. so wish me luck guys.. haha,.
and about the relationship thing.. dun worry.. my thoughts are all straighten out.. so dun have worry any single bit at all.. i am totally the usual me again.. haha,.
i brought a
new black sling bag.. haha,. cheap and nice and big.. haha,. and the auntie was real nice la.. haha,. gave me such a good price.. and of cuz i bull shit a little.. therefore she gave me a good price.. nothing comes easy..
tired.. very tired..
class is at 1pm tomolo.. so i can sleep for a long time.. haha,. cant take it.. need alot of rest lately.. cant keep goin out.. and its end mth.. time to pay bill liaoz.. *sighz*
money..
i need some cash rite now.. haha,. for me to spend and all.. pay my bills.. transport..
*wah* wished i had more allowance money..
rest time..
Placed By Jonathan
7/26/2004 09:47:00 PM
Sunday
alrite people out there.. have included so many things abt my love life.. and sadly or happily.. it is coming to an end.. cuz i have decided on what i am goin to do.. no worries now.. haha,. i am alrite and cherry..
have realised.. life are full of challenges.. why stay where you are and not discover whats laid infront for me.. a whole new different world awaits me..
so..
take things as it is.. if i face any problem.. dun be brought down by it.. find another way to tackle the whole situation.. there is more than one way to do things.. go round it and discover.. why be stucked at one place and worry when you can discover the ways out yourself..
i got good news..
i got into
ICT SOCIETY so i will be running a campaign to get votes.. haha,. will be meeting up with society people tomolo to talk abt it i guess.. so guys.. now i got so far.. am going all out already.. haha,.
so wish me luck ya.. been busy with church and sch.. cuz of work.. hw la.. and quiz are all coming up.. so studyin hard/smart time is here..
life is always happy.. dun make life/love gloom.. if you are brought down.. bring yourself back up again.. though it will be hard.. but you cant always stay down there.. glad that my mentor kinda gave me advise to let me discover a whole different life?.
something lyk that la.. lazy to colour my post..
wanna say happy birthday to EDWIN and CRYSTAL..
Placed By Jonathan
7/25/2004 11:13:00 PM
