Friday
been quite sometime since i did blog.. haha,. been so busy with school.. voting for my ICT society.. the main comm thing.. and guess what.. i got in.. haha,. plus i have so many projects and assignment to do..
a html project that is due on 14 aug.. and i am onli half way thru.. so little time so many things to do.. just came back from cell grp at cheryl's place.. and met daniel and lian kai today to do something with the notice board..
came up with the idea already.. just merely getting the things and getting it done.. haha,.
school have been good just super super busy.. blog another day..
sleep time..
Placed By Jonathan
8/06/2004 11:42:00 PM
Tuesday
i am all so tired.. wanting to give up on myself.. what is life all about?. waiting and waiting.. getting disappointed and all.. i had enough.. reallie.. enough of everything.. people showin me their faces.. telling we whats right and wrong..
will ya guys just let me be?. let me do what i want.. stop tellin me what to do.. and i dun need you to shout at me.. and give me instructions.. i know you are facing problems with our family.. but dun shoo everything upon me.. give me my space.. i also have my own problems to face alrite!!
today.. everything aint workin out rite for me.. durin my PE.. basketball.. i sat on the basketball.. and the damn lecturer saw.. and i had to do
100 PUSHUPS!! there was nothing that i can do at all.. so i have to listen to his order..
when you have power.. everything totally goes all your.. it just.. in this
world.. i am tired.. i want to give up.. i cant control myself anymore.. i am bursting away.. my head hurt.. its expanding.. get it out.. get it out!!
today i received an email.. frm her.. and things aint workin out rite.. she dun want us to be together or so close.. askin me to give up all hope.. and she have given up the feelings she have for me.. and she say sorry.. and knw that it will hurt me..
ya.. i am hurt.. deeply.. but there is nothing i can do at all.. cuz i want the best for her.. so i am letting things slip by my fingertips.. and not chase it back.. cuz she have made the choice.. and nothing will make her change at all.. just do what i have always told her.. be there for her when she needs me.. as a listening ear..
life.. love.. the world..
Placed By Jonathan
8/03/2004 08:31:00 PM
Sunday
been busy recently.. mostly with church events.. and many upcomin events as well.. on saturday went to sonic fest 2004 at st. george's church.. and it was reallie renewing for me.. gettin to listen to many local bands/KL band/NZ band.. and reallie could feel the presence of God there.. and i felt so lifted up..
meeting daniel and lian kai tomolo.. some brother time.. haha,. and i got to go do something with the church's notice board for the teens.. to touch up and buy some things for the camp games..
that reminds me.. i got to lead worship.. and i have yet to find the songs.. *bah* okay2.. many things to do.. need to note down.. note down..
sch's back.. monday is tomolo and things are goin to be slow and simple.. getting use to sch life.. or as in poly life.. studying smart and wise.. thats how i have been getting around with things.. and i haven been revising much and all the quiz are all starting to roll in..
have been tinking lately.. again..
why do people change so quickly or adapt to the situation so quickly.. once they need to change.. they do it lyk instantly?. and they just leave everything behind.. and forgetting abt those who is there for them and care for them..
aniwae need to do some searchin.. find chords for worship this sunday and gotta to prepare.. alrite den..
Placed By Jonathan
8/01/2004 09:39:00 PM
