Saturday
God have been good to be.. haha,. over the weekend.. the start of the weekend i would say.. cuz i was away for a class chalet.. and all.. and i found out that.. people would believe wad you say.. and accept it.. but its just the matter of time.. that makes them do so..
so you would just have to be patient and be the same.. same as in wad you say.. dun say one thing and do another.. but it aint easy to be lyk that.. i would agree.. human or me.. would just be prone to be different..
now.. my tanning skin is peeling off lyk crazy.. lyk real crazy.. and i would need to go back tanning again.. to get back the tann skin.. as how i have wish for.. haha,.
tomolo would be a long day.. and the holidays have onli started for a week.. and i feel as though a mth have just passed me by.. so slowly..
i am just lookin for everyday that i wake up.. cuz i just feel so happy.. a sense of belonging.. happiness.. joy.. just great..
and even today.. just a simple dinner with my family.. and it felt so bonding.. the way i talk to my parents.. so close as though we were brothers and sisters.. haha,. its times lyk this.. that lifts me up.. haha,.
back to be being busy.. *acts*
Placed By Jonathan
10/16/2004 10:01:00 PM
Thursday
i can never understand this point.. why when you try to tell someone how you feel.. or so called getting the message across.. and you are serious abt wad you are talking.. but when you have finished what you want to say.. the person just dun believe you?.
its lyk.. i am speaking the truth and i am serious abt wad i am saying.. but why.. why you dun believe me?. is it due to the content or is it just hard to believe it..
at times i wonder.. i reallie wonder.. why somethings i want to do so much.. and like so much.. never turns out the way i want it too.. it just goes wrong.. and i just simply hate that feeling and feels lyk giving up.. but.. not this time i guess..
i got to keep goin.. till i achieve my goal..
am now dwn with my flu.. and the weather on the other hand aint helping much.. so ya.. wonder how am i goin to survive for the chalet tomolo.. guess i am just goin to die there..
sneezing my day away..
Placed By Jonathan
10/14/2004 08:24:00 PM
Tuesday
sunburn is gone.. finally my tann is coming up but ya.. am quite sad.. cuz the tann is uneven.. haha,. so soon i will back to that island again..
just reached home frm PS.. watch RE2.. or Resident Evil.. a movie with many actions and nudity.. thats why its
NC16?. but ya.. overall.. i would say that the movie is nice.. cuz of pretty girls.. good fighting and gun actions.. haha,. thats why?.
spend the afternoon with dad in the gym.. did arms and chest.. and ya.. time to buy some proteins and mass gainer.. dan already brought them without waiting for me.. *sighz*
waiting for end of the mth.. den i would get them.. hopefully the
buy 1 get 1 free offer is still on.. haha,. such a cheapo.. but wad to do?. you got to support yourself.. and sometimes.. necessary measures needs to be taken.. haha,.
holiday is totally boring.. *sighz*
but ya.. i remembered..
celebrated Owen's 1st bdae on sunday.. my nephew.. and so happy to see him cutting the cake.. and eating the big fat meaty chicken thigh.. haha,. happily chewing away.. adorable.. just lyk his uncle.. haha,.
and i found out that my sister's colleague's boyfriend.. is my ex-agent.. a agency.. so ya.. its was him who helped me got my ex-part time job at starhub.. and i actually bumped into him at my sis's place..
and another thing is that.. madelyne is my sister's neighbour.. lyk what the heck.. i was lyk.. .. .. small world.. *sighz*
knew she stayed near my house area.. but not as in my sister's neighbour.. just totally surprised when i saw her and my sister told me..
*boreds*
Placed By Jonathan
10/12/2004 01:05:00 AM
