Saturday
finally.. i got myself to blog.. after certain number of days.. have been quite busy with things.. goin here and there.. trying to get things.. and get things done..
deadlines always there to make me suffer and die..
anyway i haven been myself.. down and all.. and emotions goin.. but i kinda settled myself.. cooling down and finally.. after so long.. tinking straight..
i got this church camp coming up.. trying to find lobangs for t-shirt printing.. and we have a tight budget.. so.. tinking the best way to deal with the money matter..
i have came out with the design..
its so windy now.. lightnings flashing across the clear dark sky.. and the wind just calmin my mood down..
i have been pissed lately.. damn
SingTel connection.. i wanna bitch about it.. ugh!! i was smsing at nite.. and i kinda cant send the sms out.. so i decided to off my phone and on it again.. so ya.. after awhile.. i din get SingTel coverage.. guess wad.. i got overseas coverage.. lyk what the heck are they doin!!
nvm.. i try again.. off den on my phone.. nothing changed.. so i call their customer service.. and enquiry wad could be wrong?. nothing was wrong!! my service was normal.. lines not cut.. and they suspect something wrong with my sim card or phone!! lyk eh!!
i brought my phone last den a mth.. and the sim card is all along in the phone.. there wun be any scratches on it.. you stupid woman over that phone!! ugh ugh ugh!! i wanted to shout at her.. but i did not..
so i gave up on their customer service.. decide to on my phone thru out the nite.. hopin it will be alrite.. the next morning.. *sighz*
NOTHING CHANGED!! and ya.. off my phone.. and turn it on..
back to normal..
waste my time!! ugh ugh ugh!!
anyway i guess very soon.. this blog is goin.. as in gone blog..
lyk..
"i have blogged my last.."
Placed By Jonathan
10/23/2004 11:01:00 PM
Sunday
to you..
when are the times when there is someone who cared for you so much.. so much den anyone else.. but you din reallie cherish them.. so when the person is gone.. the person have left.. and you suddenly realise the importance of the person..
that your heart aches so so much.. but there is nothing reallie much that you can do to save it.. you would naturally have to let go.. it hurts so much.. deep down inside.. it hurts..
tears just roll down your cheeks.. you want to stop it.. but you just cant.. the person is important in your life.. but you just din cherish that someone..
now they are gone.. gone frm your heart.. and their hearts aint got you..
things wun be the same now.. i wun be.. and i have never been true to my own feelings till now.. and to the someone out there..
i am reallie sorry for the times i din care for you.. apperciate you.. now its all too late.. and i cant do anything.. just hope that you tekker of yourself.. and you knw that i will be there for you.. as a fren.. frm now.. and you be good..
i have so many things to say.. but its all kept inside of me.. and letting the sorrow hurt me and as time past.. the wound heals.. but memories stays with me.. and i will always be tinkin of you..
from him..
Placed By Jonathan
10/17/2004 11:56:00 PM
