*// To My lil Star..

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life has always been full of surprises.. many down times more than the better one that ppl encounter.. and in life.. there is this thing called love.. you cant live with it.. nor without it.. but its something so hard to achieve and yet so easy to lose..

not so long ago.. things worked so well.. and after sometime soon.. it falls and crashes right to the bottom of the world.. and your heart.. become 1/2 a piece.. cuz half was given to this girl that you lyk and care so much..

you gave it.. everything.. cuz you thought it will finally work out.. and days pass.. weeks passed.. and soon you finally realised it all became part of you.. history.. memories that are to be remembered but not hold or cherish for in the future.. is the past where you leave it aside.. and not to be touched again..

now the nights feel so different.. it aint the same as those before.. flashbacks of moments you spent with her.. the happy moments and the joy and smile that was seen on her face.. but now.. they vanish in just a moment after what she told you..

the person aint you.. its someone else..

deep down.. you feel so hurt.. you want to ask why.. but you cant.. all you could do is try to put up a strong front.. takin things as its okay.. i am perfectly fine.. while inside you are all torn and broken..

you take up the courage to tell her.. thank you for letting me knw.. and still assure to her that you will be there.. when she needs you.. and she thank you for everything.. and you start wondering.. if only.. things could chng...

sliently.. in the room that i sleep/sit in.. facin the same view.. life still goes on.. stars shining above you.. the wind blowin against your face.. you feel lonely.. you need someone.. but you got nothing.. cuz 1/2 of your world is gone.. now 1/2 is left..

now all that can be done is just to be by her side.. as you have always promised.. and try your best to fulfill..

your eyes now red.. frm tears that just rolled dwn rite at the moment when she tells you its not you..

cold..

thats how i am feeling now..

Placed By Jonathan
11/11/2004 11:20:00 PM

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Jonathan Chong
21 Years
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