i aint here anymore.

Sunday

been a long time since i type anything dwn..

and during this period.. many things have happened..

i have changed..

and this will be the last time that i BLOGGED..

all emotions kept inside of me.. fighting against myself.. i am my GREATEST ENEMY.. things have been goin on.. and my thoughts in my head.. tryin to find my place in this world.. and not knowning how's my life goin to be..

i given up on several things.. and made several changes in my life.. acceptin things i shuld have accepted long ago..

all broken up inside.. a face that i put on tryin to be normal.. while i am all battered and torn inside..

so tired.. not being able to go on anymore.. but you..

you are there by my side to push me..

its you..

i realised.. i have lost contact with God..

busy with the secular world.. and things around me.. lost my focus.. lost my relationship with you.. as my friend.. my mentor.. my God..

prayin my way back.. as wad uncle gary would say.. pray..

so i will..

time to sort things out for the final time and move on with life.. dun be put dwn by the things thats goes around you and affect you..

if it brings you dwn.. go forward.. harder.. put in more effort..

achieve my son..

achieve..

i guess i am rather settled at where i am..

the choices that i recently made..

so its back to life..

refresh..

CHANGED..

the chapter begins..

Placed By Jonathan
11/28/2004 01:11:00 AM

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Jonathan Chong
21 Years
Ngee Ann Poly
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