i aint here anymore.

Sunday

been a long time since i really blogged.. exams are near..
writing notes, preparing for exams.. these things are just purely physical..
anymore things that lies behind the surface?.

i would say i have been thinking so so much..
abt lil star.. kinda feel like how could i be a better boyfriend?.
*hmm* guess i am acting a lil weirdly or strange you see..
have the rain made you miss someone so much before?.
or just all of a sudden.. you think of this special someone..
just wanting to embrace.. embrace her?.
or him if you are a girl.. that is..

or when you are in a relationship.. you wonder where the both..
the both of you are heading.. what do you really want..
what you want to achieve at the end..
is it merely just company?. or someone to grow old with?.
or just feelings that somehow fade away?.

i tink what i really want is to take care of her?.
cuz she's always so blur.. and always wanting her by my side?.
mayb you call that love?.

love..
what is love?. many people ask..
the sweet times that you go through..
the tough times that you face..
the quarrel.. the hate.. the tears..

are things merely physical?.
or spiritual?. or both?.
no matter what happens in the end..
you are back where you all..
with that special someone in your heart..
the lil comfy zone of many.. or the warm embracing love..

that head on this shoulder.. that hand holding this hand..
but somehow.. even if you saw her yesterday..
and you are somehow alone.. sitting alone..
you tink of her.. you miss her.. thats why love is..

back to where i left myself..

Placed By Jonathan
9/04/2005 03:41:00 PM