i aint here anymore.

Thursday

the words known as truth or lie.. the emotional feelings of love or like..
the unsure decision of yes or no.. basically exams over.. and now its holiday..

and results will be out during nov.. and i am so goin to die.. dun tink i can do well..
kinda sad.. hmm.. tink i wasnt really that prepared..

now.. i kinda feel.. pissed.. or unsure.. at times when someone say something to you..
do you tink that it is true.. or is there an underlying meaning..
or its just making something up.. you really wonder..

right now i am actually reading this manga.. called ichigo 100%..
okay.. it has a lil eechi contents but its about comedy.. love.. romance..
kinda interesting.. and it kinda or able to relate to the thoughts..
when someone thinks when this certain things occur..
http://manga.anime-source.com/manga/modules.php?name=Manga&id=18

being so caught up with school.. i realise.. home isnt really home anymore..
i just go out to school.. stay out all day.. reach back home.. and am back in my room..
and after that i am either on my comp.. or on the phone.. or sleeping..
contact with my family members.. hmm.. minimal i would say.. but i dun feel weird..
its all normal.. no special feeling or anything..

right now.. finally i got the time to rest.. and relax.. too much stress..
facing too much.. and i miss.. miss.. who do i miss.. someone special that is..

losing faith in myself..

Placed By Jonathan
9/15/2005 07:39:00 PM

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Jonathan Chong
21 Years
Ngee Ann Poly
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