i aint here anymore.

Saturday

interestingly.. today.. my sister hurt her middle finger.. and had to go to SGH..
to remove her nail.. and there was this mega big bandage around the finger..
but this aint the whole point of my entry..

actually.. i talked to mum today.. abt my future.. you see.. i got like 1 more year or so so..
till i go NS.. and after which.. its working life or wadeva you see it..
and my 2nd sister kinda told me.. "jon.. you should go be a air steward.."
apparently i was shocked in the beginning.. and i reconsider abt the fact..
i kinda think.. mayb.. like why not?. okay.. contract of 5 years.. and after that..
you are contract-less.. hmm.. so now i am pretty bothered by it..

say.. after my NS.. i would be.. 23/24?. from here.. there are few options..
option a.. 24.. go uni for 4 years.. include direct honours.. would be 28..
den fly for 5 years.. 33.. den work.. oh man.. i will be old.. old..

option b.. 24 years.. fly for 5 years.. 29.. enough money to go overseas uni..
for a year.. 30.. den i can work again.. hmm.. see the 3 years difference?.

den mum said.. you still got a long way.. it would be better to consider after you NS..
mayb she is right?. i still got a little long way to go.. and the reason for flying..
is just the experience and mere allowance?. cuz my sis use to be a air stewardess..
if thats how you spell it.. anyway.. she liked it?. you get to go so many different places?.
and you get to shop in the country too.. hmm..

and my brother in law also have been asking me to join his company..
zzz.. wad do i do now.. but i got this passion to teach.. yet my sister.. 1st..
*note.. i got 2 sisters..
as i was saying.. 1st sister is in the teaching line.. but she wants to get out of it..
she is telling me.. not too?. hmm..

ponders ponders.. at times.. a decision that you make.. will change wadeva things..
in future.. like the decisions that i had made.. there is a cause and effect..
you made this decision.. soon after.. the effect will come..

pondering.. great to disappear.. aint that so..

Placed By Jonathan
10/29/2005 11:09:00 PM