Saturday
dear.. i want to thank you for picking up my call yesterday and allowing me to meet you..
managed to pass the flowers to you and explaining things to you..
i am happy and glad that you are willing to forgive me..
and give us a chance.. i know things are goin to be tough..
as you are unable to have the same feeling as before.. but i promise..
will find that feeling back.. we do it together.. with God yah..
dont give up hope dear.. cuz i will never give up hope on this relationship..
i will treasure and cherish every moment that we have and make things right..
so dear.. if after awhile.. you still dont have that feeling yet.. dun be sad..
or dont know wad to do.. cuz God and I are here for you.. always..
and remember that i will always be there for you.. never goin to lose you..
will always be there for you..
your big tree is back by your side.. forever..
love you dear..
Placed By Jonathan
1/14/2006 09:24:00 AM
Tuesday
for the past few days.. i could not sleep well..
waking up in the middle of the night..
tinking of you my dear.. cuz i miss you so much..
know that you are angry with me.. and i am sorry..
i hope that you see this..
and i promise i will change.. i really will..
hope its not too late?. even though you have given me so many chances already..
mayb you are just sick and tired of me.. and all this things..
all this that are happening..
but i really will change.. will spend time with you and all..
not matter how busy i am.. or just being there for you..
know that you wun answer my call or even my sms..
and i just pray to GOD that he looks over you..
when i aint by your side.. pray that you take lots of care..
and rest well.. cuz you are working and busy with so many things..
i will be in my assignment period again.. and exams..
but i will try to find time for you.. this is a promise..
sorry that i have been a nuisance.. crying to you..
finding you.. and yah.. even if you dun want to see me..
and want to be alone.. i will be here waiting for you..
cuz i want you and you only.. no one else..
sorry abt the past dear..
hope that on the 17th you will be free..
1 year and 2 months.. let our journey go on?.
i miss you alot dear.. i love you lots..
sorry that i am crying away..
being here for you..
love you crystal.. sorry..
yours..
him..
Placed By Jonathan
1/10/2006 10:20:00 AM
Sunday
time have became very tight for everyone now..
i have been busy.. you have been busy..
trying to find time is tough but i try..
and things dont turn how people wants..
such shit always happens.. so wad to do?.
just bare with it..
to find that presence of yours that i once could hold on too..
has now decreased.. and i understand now..
the time i was busy and could not find time for you..
the feeling and time that you went through..
the disappointment that you had..
all the things you had to bare..
life is just unfair.. aint it..
pulling it all together..
things will turn out well..
things will..
turn out..
well..
Placed By Jonathan
1/08/2006 09:25:00 PM
