i aint here anymore.

Saturday

i just woke up from my daze.. the play that my church had woke me up..
4 times.. God word has spoke to me.. he told me his plans of things..

1. Right Thing, Wrong Time.
2. Peace In The Storm.
3. God Has A Plan.
4. Full Surrender.

and today that God is there and will be there.. i pray that you find him..
in your time, building the relationship that you always wanted..
he let me know that i will be waiting for you.. that i wun be letting go..
and that i will learn to seek strength, hope, trust and faith in him..
and also in you..

for God is good, his love is never failing and he will guide us..
for you are the one that i need.. till the time is right..

Placed By Jonathan
4/15/2006 11:41:00 PM

Tuesday

there are somethings on my mind..

missing her.. tinking abt her smile.. that brightens up everything..
her small but warm hands that i always want to hold..
the hugs that i am able to give her.. the time we went out..
laughed.. talked abt crap.. her resting on my shoulder on bus rides..

she lying down on my bed and just look at her face..
eye to eye.. and saying i love her.. from the bottom of my heart..
i feel her in my heart..

praying that things are well.. learning to relax..
not to cope her up.. and taking things all easy and slow..
memories that will always happen.. always will..

off to work now.. take care during work girl..
see you soon.. and our date for the musical..
=]

Placed By Jonathan
4/11/2006 04:08:00 PM

Monday

when you miss someone.. you would want to contact that person..
go out with that person and simply spend time..
if the person is busy.. you try to be understanding..
try to be sensitive towards the other party..
but all you ask is to talk.. go out..

you dont want to add any pressure or stress..
you try to guess whats on the person's mind..
but its abit hard and tough to figure out..
trying to contact the person but the person dont get back..
mayb the person is just tired and want to rest..
but all you ask if for the person to get back to you..

i just miss her so much.. i try to control myself..
trying not to contact her so often and all..
but mayb what i am doing now is just wrong?.
how i wish things are much better..
or mayb i am just tinking way too much?.
waiting is i what i have been doing..

girl.. i seriously miss you..
so so so bad..

Placed By Jonathan
4/10/2006 10:10:00 AM