i aint here anymore.

Friday

its killing me.. my diet changed to only yogurt, porridge, ice cream.. soft liquid food..
sighs.. and i cant open my mouth so much.. it hurts..
the pain killers are helping me get rid of the swelling pain around my gum..
and staying home aint helping me recover.. sighs..

everyone else is eating normal food while i have special diet..
how sad is that lor.. sighs.. feel so sad.. suffering arh!! suffering..
when will i recover.. sighs.. cant even talk properly..
so uncomfortable.. argh!! cant stand it.. sighs..

Placed By Jonathan
4/21/2006 09:44:00 PM

Wednesday

i did not do anything today.. din went out.. just stayed home..
and it rain.. got woken up by mum's radio..
it played.. How Great Is Our God - Chris Tomlin..

so yah.. latest news.. my operation got brought forward..
7.30am.. thats so early.. compared to 9am..
and yah.. feeling nervous and worried..
home bounded for awhile.. 2 weeks.. how cool is that..

alrite.. nothing much den.. covered with fear..
covered with fear.. a fearful operation..

Placed By Jonathan
4/19/2006 08:52:00 PM

Tuesday

20 apr.. operation..
19 apr.. fast from 11pm onwards..

2 weeks down from 20 apr.. have to stay home..
cant talk, advised by doctor..
life sure gonna suck after my operation..
guess tomolo is the last day i can enjoy..

list of things to do:
1. eat tim sum, soya bean curd, frog porridge from geylang.
2. eat steak.
3. eat some great burger.

but yah.. cant do it all in a day.. mayb i will.. tomolo it shall be..

Placed By Jonathan
4/18/2006 11:41:00 PM

Monday

today marked the 17th mth..
happy 17th mth girl.. though its abit weird..
cuz we are on a time off.. hmm..
and i look back on the times we spend so far..
all the sweet moments.. =]

i got 2 more days left..
till i go for my operation.. it feels like..
i dont have much time already..
after 2 days.. everything would be restricted..
home bounded.. sighs..

my heart is missing something.. missing someone..
why do time spend with you always end so fast..
at times wish it could just stop.. just stop..
guess right now i am feeling abit emo..

just want to spend more time with you..
just spend more time..

Placed By Jonathan
4/17/2006 10:51:00 PM