Friday
i just watch a movie called city of angels.. a old film..
but it made me cry.. why?. cuz.. it takes abt..
a fallen angel.. an angel who fell in love..
he gave up eternity.. for love.. for a girl..
like in the first verse..
i would give up forever to touch you..
you are the closest to heaven that i'll ever be..
in the film.. nicholas cage.. was the angel..
he said 1 thing..
1 touch of her hand..
1 touch of her face..
1 breathe of the smell of her hair..
1 moment of being with her..
1 look into her eyes..
1 phrase.. just saying i love you..
i would rather have all these..
then eternity..
okay.. i did add some in.. but it meant alot to me..
i know i am foolish to give up eternity..
but right now.. i rather have those 1 moments..
those 1 things.. cause thats how important she is to me..
she knows who she is.. she knows..
i tink back abt the moments we spend..
the places we went.. the things we do..
moments even though nothing was done..
times when we cried and hugged..
moments when we quarrelled..
when we laughed.. we joke.. we hugged..
we kissed.. moments when i just hold you..
i just want all those back..
God i ask and pray.. that you watch over her..
and take care of her and she do take care of herself..
i love her lot.. you know how much i want this..
you know..
Iris - Goo Goo Dolls..
Verse 1
And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
Verse 2
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
Chorus
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
Verse 3
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything seems like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know your alive
Chorus
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
Chorus
I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
Placed By Jonathan
5/19/2006 02:42:00 AM
i question you God.. i ask you questions..
but you do not answer me.. i.. i..
cant find or get my answers anywhere..
you test my faith.. and trust.. my hope..
you test them like how you test Job..
you give and take away..
you have taken all that i need..
all that i am.. taking away..
something so important to me.. you know..
that you will make me suffer.. and you..
let it happen.. you let me go thru..
all this pain.. all this pain..
you give and take away..
what do i say to you Lord..
i dont know.. i feel far from you..
have you left me..
why do you take it away from me Lord..
WHY!! why..
sighs..
Placed By Jonathan
5/19/2006 12:07:00 AM
Wednesday
today is a special day.. a day that i would always remember..
the 17th of every mth.. it has a special meaning..
hope you have a great day today girl..
though i want to spend some time with you..
but i know.. you dont want too.. take care of yourself..
Placed By Jonathan
5/17/2006 11:08:00 AM
Tuesday
these few days.. been kinda weird.. feeling weird..
at the point of time when you dont really know what to do..
stuck at the moment of time but.. all i know that is possible..
simply holding on.. faith.. trust.. hope..
wishing all turn out well.. the heart is feeling unsettled..
but for things to work out.. all is worth eh..
just missing you badly girl.. just want to spend some time with you..
and you probably want to be alone.. away from me..
hope that you take care of yourself..
remember that i am always there.. when you need me..
hugs.. missing you real bad girl.. my dear girl..
Placed By Jonathan
5/16/2006 03:20:00 PM
