i aint here anymore.

Friday

on the way home.. on the bus.. some music was playing..
and these words appeared on the tv mobile..

why has..
why has love..
why has love got to be..

so complex..
so demanding..

and i thought.. love is pretty simple.. is just love..
but its people who make it complex.. and we..
can make it simple too.. i want it to be simple..
the way how a loves his toy.. not letting it go..
taking care of it.. cherishing it with everything he have..
love cuz its just so simple.. cuz..
i am loving you for who you are..
the way i hold your hand.. brush your hair behind your ear..
look into you eyes.. saying i love you..
the way you talk.. the smile that you always have..
the smell of your hair.. the hugs..
the way we spend time together..

the nite always calls out your name in my heart..
you are always in my mind.. i love you..
i love you crystal..

Placed By Jonathan
6/02/2006 11:37:00 PM

Thursday

doing my project in school right now.. its raining..
and i thought of you.. you probably would be busy in school..
doing your project or having your lessons..

i miss you pretty much.. or i would say i miss you a whole lot..
and i love you so much.. right now i cant do much..
you need time alone.. for school and you are busy..
my heart wun change.. cuz it only wants you..

all i can ask is for God to lead us.. and all will be well..
all will be well with you.. i love you girl..

Placed By Jonathan
6/01/2006 03:18:00 PM

Monday

as dad sent me to school, he asked me how come din see crystal in church for so long.
i said i dont know, cuz she's working and probably tired?
but yah, everyone has been asking about her and worried.

dad also asked, still going out with her? i said i dunno dad.
i wish i still am and i hope i still will be attached with her.
but right now i cant do anything much, just let her be alone.
cuz she has assignments and common tests which are near.
and she probably is also still working, so pretty tiring for her.

dear God i ask of you to grant sufficient amount of rest to crystal.
in your merciful ways, guide her through in the areas that you want.
thank you Lord. in Jesus name, Amen.

Placed By Jonathan
5/29/2006 09:12:00 AM