i aint here anymore.

Tuesday

the rain.. so nice when i pours.. its nice when you are under a shelther..
its nice when you aint wet.. soak by the rain..
today i learn how to marvel at the beauty of rain..
you ask whats so nice about it?. i would say it calms me down..

it reminded me of that someone special..
it reminded me the times we spent.. and it was God who place us together..
and i realise.. she needs time to settled down with her stuffs..
dun cope her up and just want to let her know..
we have things to settle first.. not that i dont love you..
but i want to be sure about things.. and God to give me the answer..
and i am sure you want to settle down with your own things..
how the future will be.. i leave it in God's hand..

you take good care of yourself.. just remember..
if you need someone to be there.. i will be..
that shoulder to rest on.. that body and hands to hug and hold you..
it will be.. for this is a promise that i made and will keep..
i love you girl.. i aint leaving.. i am still holding on..
i hope you still do.. i am just off to settle down..
till the day.. if the day comes.. when the day you are back..
i will be sure that i am ready.. all in God's time..

i love you lots.. i miss you so much..
i really do..

Placed By Jonathan
6/06/2006 10:39:00 PM

Monday

no matter how things turn.. no matter what happens..
i still know that i love you and i always will..
i pray that things goes well..
it may not be now.. but in the future it will..
for.. i know.. inside my heart..
i love you always..

Placed By Jonathan
6/05/2006 03:56:00 PM