i aint here anymore.

Monday

what the hell is wrong.. the weather is wrong..
i totally miss the weather in china..
like really..

i wish time could stop so i can just rest..
work.. work.. course.. course.. school.. school..
i wonder how i survive all these..
2 jobs.. 1 school..

the night is calm.. my mind dead cause i am spacing out..
and work at big O is alright.. "i deserve a pay raise.."
and i have to do a roadshow like soon for my other job..
"hello, i am jonathan, a financial advisor.." well..
that sounds pretty awesome doesnt it.. haha,.

now.. now.. what is in stored for you.. nothing much..
i wonder why life is so predictable and unpredictable..
you dont see the direction that you are heading..
all is always vague and unclear.. a moment..
things were like mega high.. next.. it drops like hell..
but dont worry.. drinks and smokes are the next best thing..
get high and wasted.. aint that great.. but i never had that chance..

nights with vrooming cars.. big exhause.. neon lights..
booming music.. quiet streets and flashy cars..
thats the night scene around me.. sure you wish to go at fast speed..
would 150km/hr be cool?. well.. how about faster?.
say.. 170km/hr.. yah.. i sure hit that for a moment..
but well.. you cant race much around here..

okay.. something is wrong with me.. hmm.. a screwed mind as always..
a person's life is always rocky.. when den could it be like still waters..
when you die of cause.. when you die..

Placed By Jonathan
10/02/2006 12:48:00 AM