i aint here anymore.

Friday

this entry is for you. to "her".

we've been far, way too far. to say i dont think about you, miss you.
is just a lie. a compulsive liar is probably it cause i try to deny the fact.
cause it hurts though it has been real long till it seems only like.
like it was yesterday.

home isnt home, its just a hotel. i want to stay out, be out.
but at times, time stop. i look around and think. i dont feel a thing.
all i see is myself there. friends can only occupy a certain part of emptiness.
the rest is that someone to fill it up, no wonder there is always a hole.

a wall have been brought up higher now. people indulge in sin.
drinks, money, materialism, smokes, fun, the world.
i say i miss you, i say i really do. but do you believe me?
do you ever believe me?

if only all this can end when i wish for it. probably god will take my life away.
who knows. take care and yes i do miss you.
i do tink about you. is there anything else that can be done?
is there?

i will always love you.

Placed By Jonathan
10/13/2006 03:15:00 PM

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Jonathan Chong
21 Years
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