i aint here anymore.

Thursday

each day, each night is a long and winding journey.
waking up to head to school, from school heading to work.
from work heading to home and home to the bed where it ends.

is this the life that i want to lead? is this the way things are gonna be?
its true that you aint around anymore but life goes on.
my body, my mind, everything is tired and down and done.
sometimes i ask God if he would just take me away. sigh.

why is life so tough? why is there so many things a person wish to accomplish?
a stable life? a good career? or just having fun? whats our main purpose here?
is it really God? is it really to satisfy our own desires? or just to live and die when the day comes?

2 jobs and school is good enough to kill me, to take me away from myself.
my family, frens and all that is around. why are you doing this. why.
no one knows the answer, i dont even know it myself. sighs.

i walk out the door, seeing your picture.
i walk back in and i see you all over again.
each day is just a journey for everything to be erased.
if only we could hold on to this once again.
just like how it was done before.
everything that you are, everything i am.
it has all been given to you.

Placed By Jonathan
11/23/2006 11:05:00 AM

~~Prescripted Details~~

Jonathan Chong
21 Years
Ngee Ann Poly
remember that little star

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