i aint here anymore.

Friday

you see the face, the person that seems so strong.
so alright. that every storm that comes.
he takes it. and go through the storm.
as there will be rainbow right after.

even this strong person has his soft side.
the pain that he cant take.
the uncertainty that he faces.
being clear, straight forward is the best.
never leave things hanging and uncertain.
it just kills you more and more.

if you dont have an answer. make a choice.
the most painful wound is not on the surface.
but its deep within. it affects more den any other wounds.
he is trying but he cant do it with such circumstances.
its a journey where he cant do it alone.
he needs support, assurance, acceptance.

just state it.
so there is a direction to go.

Placed By Jonathan
3/23/2007 11:51:00 PM

Wednesday

been awhile since graduation. or school ends.
so busy with so many things. work here, work there.
waiting for army. at times things feel so meaningless.

at times i wonder. how nice it would be.
if there was someone beside you. to hold. to hug.
to share your thoughts and worries.
that sort of moment just makes other problems go away.
are you looking for something like that too?
well, i am. and it just a journey till i can achieve that.

have you ever wonder why all these complications?
hmm, i have. asking as in generally.
why cant life or things be straight forward and simple.
well, if life is straight forward and simple, it wont be called life?
but why has it got to be so complicated? hmm.

can someone point me in a direction?

Placed By Jonathan
3/21/2007 11:32:00 PM