Thursday
forget about this.
i merely thought and dreamt of you.
its already been so long. a year odd i guess.
but 4 years odd of journey. god!
i merely ask for a simple little favour.
a date, a dinner, a meal, a movie.
thats all. before everything gets locked away.
but well i doubt that would occur.
no matter how much i wish.
you're pretty much so far away.
sometimes this space is merely for me to type.
to pour the sadness out eh.
everything feels cold.
Placed By Jonathan
5/03/2007 02:55:00 PM
Friday
some sad fact.
graduation 13june.
army listing 15june.
and where too?
commando camp at pasir ris.
wee.
Placed By Jonathan
4/27/2007 09:17:00 PM
Wednesday
karma will hit me back real hard i swear.
oh god, you seem to be playing games with me.
totally. giving this, den putting the past in to stir things up.
den after that taking it away. or me rejecting it.
seriously, you think its amusing? hmm.
i am like running a rat's race. trying to cope with it.
oh hell, i am breaking apart. all this shit.
and all the people that have been affected by this.
by this game. its not even a game.
its harmful to everyone in so many ways.
just let nothing happen from here. now on.
till things are really certain, firm and sure!
many many please.
Placed By Jonathan
4/04/2007 10:33:00 PM
Friday
you see the face, the person that seems so strong.
so alright. that every storm that comes.
he takes it. and go through the storm.
as there will be rainbow right after.
even this strong person has his soft side.
the pain that he cant take.
the uncertainty that he faces.
being clear, straight forward is the best.
never leave things hanging and uncertain.
it just kills you more and more.
if you dont have an answer. make a choice.
the most painful wound is not on the surface.
but its deep within. it affects more den any other wounds.
he is trying but he cant do it with such circumstances.
its a journey where he cant do it alone.
he needs support, assurance, acceptance.
just state it.
so there is a direction to go.
Placed By Jonathan
3/23/2007 11:51:00 PM
Wednesday
been awhile since graduation. or school ends.
so busy with so many things. work here, work there.
waiting for army. at times things feel so meaningless.
at times i wonder. how nice it would be.
if there was someone beside you. to hold. to hug.
to share your thoughts and worries.
that sort of moment just makes other problems go away.
are you looking for something like that too?
well, i am. and it just a journey till i can achieve that.
have you ever wonder why all these complications?
hmm, i have. asking as in generally.
why cant life or things be straight forward and simple.
well, if life is straight forward and simple, it wont be called life?
but why has it got to be so complicated? hmm.
can someone point me in a direction?
Placed By Jonathan
3/21/2007 11:32:00 PM
Tuesday
everything right now.
is simply mere confusion.
or rather lost. dunno where to go.
dunno what to do.
plainly aimless!
Placed By Jonathan
3/06/2007 08:11:00 PM
Monday
confusion.
mere confusion.
Placed By Jonathan
2/26/2007 11:46:00 PM
